i'm not sure if i can take any more of this
day in and day out
through this relentless pain
and never ending load of work
and stress that doubles upon itself
every waking moment of my life.
not sure if my headache is caused
by this fading ailment or if
maybe this is just how it always hurts
and i never realized it before.
not sure if i can fit another dark
wrinkle under my eye before
my face explodes underneath it all.
not sure if i can motivate myself
one more time--
to complete just a single assignment more.
not sure if i'll live to see the next day.

i'm just not sure anymore.

06/11/2003

Author's Note: somewhat disconnected, random, and it lacks something.

Posted on 06/12/2003
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