Tired of trying to calm down
I feel my rage is bliss
So to hell with all this
I am going to keep my frown

Thought I could tame the demons
But they just came right back
Now I turn and attack
Swinging without any reasons

  My flesh is marred
  My heart is marred
  My hope is marred
  But my anger's intact
  My hope is marred
  My heart is marred
  My flesh is marred
  But my hate's intact
  My heart is scarred

Crash my fist through the pane of glass
To break the pain in-side
Fresh after my love died
Forcing me to become more crass

  My soul is scarred
  My love is marred
  My hope is marred
  My heart is scarred
  But my rage's intact
  My heart is marred
  My flesh is marred
  My soul is marred
  My self is scarred
  But my hurt's intact

So to fucking hell with all this
Punching things may be dumb
Can't feel it cause I'm numb
My anger is my god damn bliss

  My self is scarred
  Marred, scarred, marred

Breaking through my own denial
I am home inside rage
Stop acting on that stage
No more trying to force a smile

  My lips are marred
  My hope is scarred
  My heart is scarred (marred)
  My love is marred (scarred)
  But my anger's (raging) intact
  My soul is scarred (marred)
  My flesh is marred (scarred)
  My self is scarred
  My self is scarred
  My self is marred
  My self is marred
  But my hate's (raging) intact

06/05/2003

Author's Note: Words within ( ) are to back up the word before them. One voice saying marred another saying scarred during marred. This, as with a lot of my other lyrics, could be in the d:ANGER: folder, but it is a song first, pissed off second.

Posted on 06/05/2003
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