dear annie
there's this picture from that night we went to manray & you were so excited to go & this is the happiest you've ever looked in a picture & today i decided that it was okay and that i was okay but i looked at it over and over hoping that there would be an answer in it somewhere but there was only the texas flag in the background and sarah's profile behind my shoulder and a string of cardinals & i wore that belt today the brown one that i never wore before you borrowed it that night & it didn't fit right even though it was pretty and then it all made sense all of a sudden and i cried and i cried and i cried and i dont' know if this means anything but i had to put it somewhere because there isn't any room for it in my body anymore.

where's someone to hold my hair back while this all comes back up

05/01/2003

Posted on 05/01/2003
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