(broken skin) when all is crimson (retrospect) by Richard Paezyou sang to me (viridian words) {hopeless then and hopeless now} i beg you, sing to me again those songs (that made me kill) those songs (that made me die) unwound yet intertwined those harmonies felt (as much as heard) oh you (so wicked) oh you (so beautiful) {hopeless then and forever now} sing to me again (your lavender songs) in crimson (running) tones wake my dead and make me (beautiful) make me (wicked) make me everything (i ever wanted you to be) {because I'm hopeless now}
now i awaken. now, no dreams do i remember. all is ever-waking now. never fully. never dreaming now. hopeless now. wretched now. skinless, numb and sometimes-desperate now. and in this soundless void i know: now has ever been. now will ever be. now will i find you again. now will i lose you again. and now, now i am. and someday, i will be again. when all is viridian. when all is crimson again.
clichés teach many lessons hindsight is always 20/20 experience is the greatest teacher pain and pleasure the greatest experiences
and i, here suspended in this false-now this hopeless past-far-away and future-frozen moment i sift through shred-photo-memories trying to recreate the face that taught me the most
but all i can remember is crimson and viridian and those soft, soft words when "then" didn't matter and "now" was ripe with hope
04/16/2003 Posted on 04/17/2003 Copyright © 2024 Richard Paez
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Posted by Quentin S Clingerman on 05/29/03 at 01:17 AM Definitely two poems in one with some intuitive connection between the parts; each with a distinct style. Ethereal, metaphysical even? Existential post modern. |
Posted by JD Clay on 08/25/03 at 12:10 PM Wow! This piece is abundant with bright white light. I love the positive energy exuding from every line and the force given connotation. It seems this magnificent piece has risen to claim the present moment once again. Bravo, malachi! Very powerful.
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Posted by Michele Schottelkorb on 08/25/03 at 05:16 PM this poem flows and curves like a roller coaster ride through emotion... imagery and feeling abound here in this realm of tale-telling you have created... awesome... blessings... |
Posted by Beth K Hannah on 08/25/03 at 05:25 PM gorgeous...the flow and the beauty...makes me sigh with delight |
Posted by Ginette T Belle on 08/25/03 at 06:01 PM wonderful, wonderful flow...I love it...very unique and fresh... |
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