a whole lot of leaving, not too much sticking
around, standing.

and i'm falling
down again.

i'd give both my right and left leg if it meant
you would stay. i'm spilling from the top again
and this will all eventually go to my head. you,

act like there's something wrong here, i will
thread myself into an eraser. you can feel my
pulse. it just might amaze you because i was
breathing once but i like to stumble too close
to the edge. you say i am barely alive but i say

i am barely dead and it's all about circumference
baby and you're no longer allowed in. this circle
i've morphed myself into will reach all your
insecure parts. shine a little light on the fiend
who drove me crazy.

i am there i am there, first
i was standing, now i'm falling down again. hold me up

push me away. oh, you can't leave me now

but you sure as hell can't stay.

04/14/2003

Author's Note: ummm...yeah.

Posted on 04/15/2003
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