Self-medication, Internal Mediation, Mental Resignation
Self-preservation, External Regulation, Ill representation
Self-dedication, Ego inflation, Deviant invitation

Lost soul, Self-control, Fill the hole with this time you stole
Lost goal, Heart of coal, paid the toll, Called off the troll.

Spoken science of self-reliance, Standing in defiance.
Open handed like everyone planded, begging not to be stranded.
Spoken soars even more over the floors and through the doors
Making s’moars with the whores catching the scores.
Spoken, never broken, bowl token, always smoking,
Never joking and down to the choking.

Representing the something fate will bring the blossom
of spring into the ring to make the top 10 sting.
Representing the mastah blastah, even better than Shasta
Spitting because he hastah, cuz he’s just that fastah.
Representing my crew, it’s what I got to do,
cuz it’s me and you, isn’t that right boo? True.

Actions speak
Words leak,
The confession of aggression
Leads to incarceration,
Keep your trap shut,
No kick to the gut,
Even if she was a slut
Who took it in the butt
from a three legged mutt.

Strung out,
Severe bout with lost clout,
left with a need to shout.
Because your gonna have to pout
when this comes out.

12/22/2002

Author's Note: This was inspired by Personal voodoo, acually, a few poems were inspired in all.. most of the battlework that I cam up with was inspired by 8 mile and a freevering friend of mine up in the mountains.. He got me on this whole kick of freestyling and thses are some of my applied poetry in the matter... I dont ever see myself being a white rapper like eminem, but in one sense.. you can't deny yourself of an oppertunity if it arose.

Posted on 04/14/2003
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