i open myself in sections.
you think hands and need alone
can only get you so far. i
would like to prove you wrong
but really, it wouldn't serve to
make much of a difference in
the long run when you still
insist on thinking that my hands
are weak when i am not holding
you. that my need is too great
for every day dealings. noone
could possibly need so much,
receive it and be able to keep
themselves contained. i really
really would have liked to have
proven you wrong but you never
even touched the tip of what it
is i needed because your wants
were always somewhere else. i
told you it would happen like
this but you couldn't let yourself
believe me. my needs were never
too much. they were just as they
should have been, should be. it
was just that you never needed me.
and i wanted you to. i wanted you
to need me.

04/06/2003

Author's Note: just rambling (on)

Posted on 04/07/2003
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