I grieve for you and I don’t know why.
You were one of my true friends in which I could rely.
I told you of all my weaknesses, I shared with you my fears,
We laughed at our indifferences; we shared in all the tears.
I supported your oddities; I sheltered all your pain,
But you destroyed all we had, I gave you my all in vain.
I thought you understood me, god how I was wrong.
I accepted you into my home; I gave you a place to belong.
I would have fought to the death for you; I was always by your side.
How stupid I was to believe that with me you had nothing to hide.
I have NEVER been so disrespected by someone I thought was a friend.
I always appreciated you and your morality I did defend.
What a fools was I not to see you for what you were,
I never thought you would touch him, I never thought you would be “her”
You took our friendship for granted and overstepped every boundary-
I would have bet my life that in my corner you would always be.
I will grieve for you like you are gone.
And eventually I will stand up and move on.
For now I will take and try and wash away this pain –
It makes me feel much better that what goes around shall come around again.
I hope you grieve for me, like I do for you,
How could you break my heartafter all we have been through?
Goodbye my friend after four long years,
It must be empty inside your soul, without someone to dry your tears.

03/29/2003

Author's Note: I apologize for the shabby writing - it is just a release of anger and frustration for me.

Posted on 03/30/2003
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