June 4^th is drawing nearer
And I am overcome with grief.
The death of the life I've known for what seems like forever.
And I wonder.
I wonder whether the once earth shattering drama that consumed my life really built my character at all.
Was it worth it?
I wonder which aspects of my life I should have focused more on. Which i should have ignored.
Did I do the right thing?
I wonder what tomorrow holds for me, and whether or not i'm headed down the right path.
Do I make a left or a right?
...or do I keep moving forward.
Life may be a vehicle, but it doesn't have the ability to go in reverse.
It can't really slow down.
It only stops once.
And when it stops, there is no way to start it again.
Am I wasting my gas?
Two breakups.
Not enough makeups.
Too much work
And not enough play.
I have become the proverbial 'dull boy.'
I hope it pays off in the end.
Continue to worry about what tomorrow holds? I shall.
It's become my routine.
And I'm not ready to abandon my routine yet,
for if I were, I wouldn't be so heartbroken over graduation.

03/24/2003

Posted on 03/24/2003
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