This is a conversation between me and my friend. If only he would understand he is not ugly. It takes a hateful, cold hearted, self-centered person to be ugly. I have only met two people in my life who I thought were ugly for those reasons. Not because of what they looked like on the outside. Its sad when people put them selves down like this. It hurts me. I hope he realizes that he truly is a beautiful person becuase he has such a wonderful heart and personality and tries so hard in life.

him: am i ugly?
me: no
him: if you really thought i was
him: would you actually say it
me: See you have to understand something about me. I don't believe anyone is ugly. No one. I don't care what they look like or anything. Everyone is their own person that is what makes them who they are. You are not ugly, and I wouldn't lie to you.
him: is their anybody who could ask you if their ugly and you'd say yes to?
me: I don't think there are ugly people. I think that the word is something that shouldn't exist. I for a long time thought that I was really ugly and didn't deserve to be with anyone because of it. I met a guy who showed me what true beauty is and that it doesn't matter what you look like on the out side. I believe that if you have a good heart and mean well and really try at things then you are beautiful. Yes I would say that I know people that I are ugly but not because of what they look like on the outside but becuase of who they are on the inside.
me: You have a good heart. You are nice, you try hard at things. That right there says to me that you are beautiful. I think you should really think of it as that.
me: you probably think I am strange now right?
him: no i don't
him: i'm thinking how i wish i could meet a girl like you who likes me
him: but i still think on the outside i'm ugly
him: and i wish i didn't look like i do
me: and someday you will meet that girl who is everything you want and more. Just have patience and live life til she comes along
me: Don't think that
me: you aren't ugly
him: you don't think anyone is ugly though
me: and you shouldn't think that way
me: no not true....I told you there are a few out there that I do think are ugly....its different though for me. They are ugly for how they are on the inside. There is a girl on my floor that I think is really truly ugly because she has hurt so many people including me. And she doesn't care.
him: i'm sorry to hear that
me: People are only ugly on the inside
him: ok
me: are you ok?
me: don't let this girl bring you down. Be stronger then that.
him: i will be...i guess i just gotta pick my heart back up again
yes you do

03/21/2003

Posted on 03/22/2003
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