Please Help me!
I don't know where I am and I can't find my way home.
I am wandering in the dark,
I am all alone.
I cannot figure out how I got here,
I do not know how to leave,
If you do not mind listening
I would like you to help me. Please?
I would like to go back and see
my mom and dad once more,
If I could just tell them why I chose the life I did,
if I could explain why I walked out that door.
I never meant to hurt them,
I never meant to let them down,
I wish that I could get back to see them,
but to this place I am bound.
I keep wandering in the dark asking myself,
"Why did I choose this way of life? Why did I give in?"
I know now that God himself could not save me
for the decisions that led me down this path of sin.
While I sit here I can't help to wonder
what made me think I needed this life,
I did not realize I was out of control
until I dropped the knife.
What was running through my mind,
I will never know,
I would give anything
for the chance to save my hopeless soul.
If you could tell my parents I am sorry
for making them feel like they were under attack,
I wish that I could do it myself,
But I am now and forever in Hell, and there is no coming back!

01/30/2003

Posted on 01/31/2003
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