i don't believe (take a breath now,
whatever you do, don't quit breathing now..)
i deserve this.
i don't believe and you broke me.
who would have thought it would
be so easy, so easy
& i'm falling now.
words are never enough.
never
and i know this is forever and i know
i know that nothing has to make sense,
we just luck out sometimes...
and sometimes would be better
than this.
this. and now what happens when
memories threaten to emerge reminding
me of what i need to forget. to begin
to forget. my blood is on your hands
time to wash it away.
this away.
over and over and over and i didn't
think we could be over. not like this.
not like that. wash it all away.
never thought though, no never thought
you could wash it away so clean, not
even a speck, not even one tiny speck left
of me.

01/19/2003

Posted on 01/20/2003
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