T hate this
but I want it so badly.
Battle images in my mind
Armies of wanting
Troops of hate
They fight
wanting winning
but hate rebuilding at every turn
Who knows who will win
It will be a long, horrifying battle
All the stops will be pulled
Dirty tricks played
You might be gone before the final victory
Always know that I wanted hate to fail
I prayed that my wanting would win
I wanted to stand in the end
A joyous victory before me
If you stay to the end....
love me desperatly

01/09/2003

Posted on 01/09/2003
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