what diseased mind have you created now-
falling in love with a ghost all over again
lover only at night possessing everything
you could never claim and you've pushed
me into his arms again, i'm haunted
by this ghost whom i can never truly have
and haunted even more so by you still breathing
yet never trying to love me back and thus,
resorting to me grasping cold air from within
angry sheets reaching recklessly for a love
i was never meant to keep.

01/07/2003

Posted on 01/08/2003
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