Don't run away from me anymore
How can you beg me to stay
Reach out your hands and plead
Then as soon as I agree...you laugh and run away
I can't take the games anymore
Damn it all to hell!
Why do I still love you?
Come closer my dear
I'll show you how I feel
Let me rip your heart out like you have done to me
Let me slash it into a million bloody pieces
And throw it into the same ditch you threw mine in
My hands...covered in your blood
Covered in your moist sickly sweet blood
I don't bother trying to wash the blood away
Because now...you are a part of me again...
When I do wash it away...it is then that I have let you go
I'm not ready for that yet
I must see you suffer like you have made me
I look at you...lying there...dying
Looking at me with those angry eyes...
Pleading with me to finish you off
I begin to laugh at you...
You now feel what I felt...but is this what I wanted?
No...it's not
I cry then
For what I did
I take the knife still fresh with your blood
Finish you...then myself
Now we can suffer together...for eternity...

09/25/2000

Author's Note: I was in a morbid state of mind when I wrote this poem. I was very angry with my now ex-boyfriend. Can you tell?

Posted on 12/02/2002
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