you always gotta be causing me distress
it's like you always obsess
with trying to be better than you really are
we all know you'll never go far
your attitude sucks as does your personality
you got him, keep him, but actually
he's secretly wanting to be with me
is it all just too hard for you to see?
known him since the dawn of time
you would think by now, he'd be mine
but as soon as you found out, i wanted him as my own
you had to go and fuck up the trust we had grown
he's always had good feelings concerning me
but you blinded him from the reality he should see
underneath a starlit night, a sweet kiss was shared
finally i found someone who actually cared
only to get him swept away from my grasp
you forced him to drink of the fake love in your flask
i can accept the fact that you're with him
but when you starting throwing shit in my face on a whim
that's the point when i get royally pissed
even though it was me, he sweetly kissed

11/07/2002

Author's Note: i have known a certain guy since 1st grade, i fell for him there, but after like 5th grade i lost touch with him and in high school it came to be that he was in my shop. we made it known to each other that we had feelings for the other. but he happened to be dating this girl that was so ungrateful of him. i hung out with him and her one nite last summer, and she was inside the house. him and i went for a walk and shared a sweet kiss.

Posted on 11/12/2002
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