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Disappointment in Myself
by Stephanie Myers
I don't have much to say anymore,
My head is empty,
My heart is empty.
The blood flowing through my veins,
Runs cold.
Ive run out of things to say to you,
Nothing makes sense anymore.
The words out of my head,
Garbled and distorted.
Ive explained myself to no end,
No response from you.
Nothing in return,
For shredding my heart.
Opening up is a task anymore.
Locking myself in my closet,
In the dark,
Alone by myself.
Used to believe there was a purpose,
For everything,
For anything.
Now there's nothing.
Emptiness wells up inside,
Like a fire dying in the night.
Without stoking the smoldering embers,
To let it live again.
Im not wanting to be rescued,
Saved by a savior.
Wanting to be accepted,
For who I am.
Wondering who I can be,
When I grow up,
If I keep on growing,
Into who I want to be.
09/09/2001 Posted on 11/10/2002
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