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Crushing Existance

by Stephanie Myers

Smashing my head against the wall
Leaving behind bloody shards of my skull
Tearing my nails through my skin
Revealing apart of me within myself
Sickened with disgust of what surrounds me
Choke me with those beautiful hands of yours

Just kill me
Pound me
Into
Oblivion

I want nothing more to do with my pain
Closing my eyes wishing for it to disappear
No one to save me
Myself
I can't get me out of my brain
The torturous whispers tell me I'm alive
Breathing is a labor
Wanting you to fuck me
Over and Over again
Not pleasantly
Make me forget who I am
I don't want to be here anymore
I don't want to see you anymore

When I die
You cease to exist
When you die
I continue to live

Dining from your skull
Of which I created a bowl
To eat your flesh
Drink your blood
Use your bones for my silverware
My deep husky voice whispers your name
Through the gurgling bile rising my throat
I stare into your eyes
Lying on the table before me

Beautiful
Blue
Bloodshot
Veins attached

Tracing your retina with my finger nail
Pointed and sharp
Picking one up like a marble
Flicking it across the wooden table
Squishing it like a grape
Taking you apart
Scattering you to the winds

Is my
Revenge
Upon
Me

09/09/2001

Posted on 11/10/2002
Copyright © 2025 Stephanie Myers

Member Comments on this Poem
Posted by Sam Roberts on 02/01/04 at 10:42 PM

wow, this is amazing..(and that rating you have is NOT deserved in my opinion). Probably someone who doesn't like the swearing lol. Anyway, I can literally feel your hate..it's quite scary, you describe this far better than I could ever describe it, of which I am very jealous of hehe. Also, I like your approach with the structure, it is very original. Kept me interested. Nice one x

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