You tell me that i am needy and suffocating,

but seem to act suspicious should i spend time away.

You tell me to chill and just be myself,

Then tell me my childlike behavior is more than you can take.

You say my need for affection will cause us future problems

And that you need time away.

As soon as we are together, its your wants and desires you display.

When you're upset you bite your tongue, no emotions do you rapidly reveal,

Yet whenever i should shed a tear, I need to speak immediately on how i feel.

Everything i attempt, with you, i hit a dead end.  What am i to do?

I am trying the very best i can.

Right now i feel so confused, all i've ever meant to do is love you,

and provide to you all the happiness i can.

Though it hurts, though i dont really understand, your heart has me on bended knee, i know you wont open up, so maybe,

i need some time, just to figure out,

Whats so damn wrong with me.

10/27/2002