Discovering forgiveness by Angela HanskaI think back to just last week
I was unable to say
how I truly felt
I was scared and full of fear
For when you asked "What's wrong?"
all I could say was "Nothing."
You saw the tears
and came and comforted me
You showed me you cared
even when I couldn't speak
my heart, my mind, my thoughts
You knew I was hurting
I now feel anger towards myself
because I could not
be honest straight from the heart
be honest with you
For what I could not voice
was that you are everything
I once dreamed of being,
of becoming when I got older
For that was a child's wish
a growing wish that was changed
a wish that could not ever become true.
You are everything I wanted to be
You make me face myself
and dig down, pull down the walls to discover
To discover myself, and find myself
This is what I wanted to tell you
These were the words that I could not speak
These are the words I give to you 06/10/2002 Posted on 10/12/2002 Copyright © 2025 Angela Hanska
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