tooth & claw by Richard Paezi can feel folded just under my surface the wings i thought id never use again expanding and pushing finding their way through my skin ripping through my shortcomings tearing my boundaries, spreading wide and raising me above everything that held me down raising me above you and taking me beyond myself
now is my time now is my wounds now is my wings spreading my time of healing- and being born again.
ive got to pull back from the tooth and claw of these cannibalistic urges; got to put my hunger to better use than self-consumption i know if i dont find a way soon there'll be nothing left worth saving
(but i cant help but think that maybe in my marrow i will find the sustenance i need to survive and from my hollow bones build the ladder i can climb to rise above this)
i remember pulling the scabs off your back like the feathers from a broken wing revealing pink and hopeful skin beneath i remember pulling the wings off your back like the petals from a dying flower with the wet snap of spiteful forgiveness useless, worthless and forgotten now crawl away little phoenix ive pulled you and picked you apart, and have no use for you anymore
how quickly love and loyalty liquefy in light of chemical longings how rapidly promises are rendered, quantified, reevaluated, transmuted through time and distance till we can convince ourselves they never truly existed at all
but i still remember pulling the scabs off your back wondering what the hell had happened to you never realizing that by answering my own question with the words of selfish apology i had invited myself in we thought we could stuff the pillows of our sleep with feathers we plucked from each others wings what a laugh: in our search for freedom we work ourselves into dead-ends- evolutionary traps- too over-specialized to ever rise above the tooth and claw of instincts and pain 09/24/2002 Posted on 09/24/2002 Copyright © 2024 Richard Paez
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Posted by Don Coffman on 08/23/03 at 04:30 PM Marvelously written with a rich content of ideas. I can mostly see an exploration of selfish or desperate urges between people that results in a sort of feral behavior. Likely I'm off base a bit, but it's very much enjoyable either way. Great writing. |
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