Are you worth it?
worth risking friendships I hold so dear
worth ruining other things
I see your eyes
and they are the color of things I never knew
and I am scared of how I feel around you
and I want to run away
so I don't talk to you
or I am mean when I do
you don't know how I've lived
I haven't offered to tell you of course
but if you knew
you talk to me now like I am anyone else
like I am pretty
like I am important
or interesting
or capeable of being loved
and if you knew
then what?
would you still 'kidnapp' me
and put your arm around my shoulders
and make me feel important??
I am so comfused by you
by the situation
by us
by what others are saying
help me figure out what we are
I am not moving first this time

07/18/2002

Posted on 07/18/2002
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