(Nonsense) how far my mind wanders on 3 hours of sleep by Omi Salaveabeneath suppressing love
and collapsing time
like sand in your lungs
cant breath, cant think....
though i hate, and always fear
my weakness compels me so
trampling through the swamp in my mind,
short of breath, short of sound,
terrifying is the silence in my mind
for the only thing i can hear
are the last three words you emitted
i drown in denial
and entrap myself within overbrush
Curiousity plagues me
and endless loops of loss and hate
and i fear more than anyone could understand
and i fear more than i can possible reason
or justify to anyone, much less myself
endless spiral of endgame desperation
losing you, losing to myself, and winning to my disappointment with life.
ever feel so terrified of the coming day
ever fear your lovers touch?
ever ponder the depth that people touch you?
ever wonder what the world thinks?
ever wake to find that only somethings change?
ever wish that first kiss could happen again?
06/22/2002 Posted on 06/22/2002 Copyright © 2024 Omi Salavea
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