do i have to disappear completely
this running has gotten me nowhere
and i hardly know anything
anyone
anymore
including myself
but it doesn't matter right
only the words leaking from your
mouth in a moment of madness
you care
i get that
no awards will be awarded for just
how much you care
if you keep pushing me into the ground
i'll no longer be able to shout
admiration
adoration
any 'tions you think you deserve
you're killing me slowly
and it's a tight squeeze
i just can't fit
(in)
anywhere
anymore
but you're too busy mouthing out
words that never
(will never)
come
out
right
sew your mouth shout
and let me breathe
i was dying before you ever looked my way
and
this
just doesn't help.

04/09/2002

Posted on 04/09/2002
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