Waking up to the presence of none
alone
so all alone
is so saddening
it makes me want to cry
it makes me want to die
a slow torturous death
because
I should not have gone away
when I needed you
and
when you needed me
I'm so stupid
so selfish
so unforgivably naive
PINCH me
SLAP me
WAKE me
TAKE me from thid horrible torment
I swear if I ever see your soothing face again
never will I ever repeat the word "travel"
unless I'm with you
wonderful, glorious you
my one and only you
Just me and you
Oh God! I love you

04/02/2002

Posted on 04/02/2002
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