It's over now
I hate it...this feeling that I have
Though I know you have hurt me countless times
I still love you and want you back
I guess I want to believe that things will change
That you will treat me like I treated you
With nothing but respect and undying love
Deep down I know it will never be
You never loved me quite as much as I loved you
I loved you with everything I had
And I love you still
I don't think this feeling will go away
Perhaps it never will
Why can't I find someone in this world
Who feels as strongly for me as I have felt for you?
Because that person does not exist...
No one can love me quite that much
I still want you
I still long to be held in your arms...at least one more time
But I have to fight these feelings I have for you...
Because if I let my feelings take over...it will happen again
And I will believe you care about me "that much" again
Then I will only be shot down...and hurt again

09/08/2000

Posted on 03/31/2002
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