My lips part ever so slowly as you approach
Your arm is around me...your hand gently resting on my back
Slowly pulling me closer to you
The other hand travels lightly down my cheek...I shiver and moan softly as your lips come closer to mine
Soon I can feel your sweet warm breath on my lips
My tongue finds its way out from behind my lips...searching for that warmth
I begin to trace your lips with my tongue...tasting your sweetness
And wanting and needing it so much more
Your tongue touches mine...it sends waves of electricity throughout my entire body
I shiver again and pull you closer
Your hand moves down my cheek and down my arm and over my stomach then under my shirt
I know this is wrong
It shouldn't be happening
You don't love me as much as you claimed you did
But I can't help myself
I still want you...I need to feel your touch again in order to feel complete
You whisper to me "I love you...I want you."
At this point I believe anything you say...I am yours
Your hands begin to touch me in places I so freely gave to you before
And you so carelesly threw back at me like it meant nothing to you
You touch those places again...I keep thinking "This is wrong"
But my heart and desires control my mind
I then reach out to touch you...
You moan softly in my ear..."I want you"
You repeat that again...You begin to undress me and yourself
I don't put up a fight
I want this to happen and I don't at the same time...
You gently push me back and climb on top of me...
I sigh...I feel mixed emotions
Longing...a longing for you that I have never experienced before in my entire life
Sadness...because I know deep down you don't love me anymore
Happiness...because I am lying near you...in your arms once again
Fright...because I know I shouldn't let this happen...I shouldn't lose control over myself this easily
But it happens...you and I cling to each other...and surrender to ourselves and our feelings
I have given in to you and your touch
You have seduced me
And taken over my senses once again
I don't mind though
Because I still love you...that much

09/08/2000

Posted on 03/31/2002
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