You are not allowed to do this,
I don't care how or why
but you are not allowed to do this,
Benjamin do you hear me??
You are one I thought
would be here forever,
and I am sure that what you are going through
is no bed of roses,
but if you need me
I am here for you
though you will never come to me
I hold nothing against you
I never thought that you
would be the one to get wierd
I love you,
AS A FRIEND,
and as such
I have an obligation to you
if you need me
I will walk across hot coals for you
I would lie down and die to save you pain
But you are not allowed,
to be depressed
to give up
you have to be alive
and vital
or for God's sake who will??
I am not sure where this is going anymore
I want you to know
I am here
if you need
and I will be
as long as I have breath to give.

02/25/2002

Author's Note: Dedicated to my former partner in crime, I know life gets messed up but you take the good with the bad, and we will come out ahead in the long run!! Love you always, forever and ever you are one of the good ones even if you are just like every other guy. Oh yeah, thanks for teh autographed copy, highly impressive!!

Posted on 02/25/2002
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