You say you love me
and I am overjoyed,
but I know
you don't know me
not all of me
and when you say
You love me
you don't mean
the forever stuff
you mean
hey we can bust on each other
and fight and still be friends
you've never see me cry
I wonder if you could handle that?
Me being vulnerable
me breaking into dust before you
you have no clue!!
I want to believe that you are strong
that you could handle it
but I really do not think you could!
even now my eyes are welling
with tears left unshed
because I have no time
to be alone and to cry
for I cannot cry infront of you
in front of anyone
i don't know why
but people cannot handle that
and yet I am never alone
long enough to cry
and the funny part is I am so alone
that I need to cry.
So you tell me you love me
that is good
I love you too
but you don't know that
you probably never will either.

02/24/2002

Posted on 02/24/2002
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