I always thought I would never leave him,
And now I can barely bring my eyes to his.
The way he looked into me,
Dividing the barriers circumfirenced around my soul
Counting and naming all of the uncharted seas of freckles upon this flawless exterior.
And now he no longer exists to me.
I must've been a fool,
To think I believed he could ever fall in love, but he has no heart.
And I became a fool when I thought I could fall for him, but he never cared.
I love you, I love, was all he would say
While holding my head down hiding the lies.
And now as he utters the words, I still love you,As he kisses her, I shudder,
Unsure whether to laugh or even cry.
I knew one day that there'd be others,
But now, after only a week since we parted?
And I bet he reassures her that she's pretty by telling all my undesireable attachments upon this frail frame.
I wish I could retaliate and just grab ahold of some random man,
But I'm not him....
When I said I care, I really meant it.
But all he ever told me was lies.
He knew what I wanted,
What every girl wants,
To feel special.
And we both know...I still love him

01/29/2002

Posted on 01/29/2002
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