I don't feel like sleeping,
not right now,
nightmeres are still too fresh
engraved in my memmory,
and I am love sick,
and long to be held,
and well I am just not tired,
not now,
too much on my mind,
what should I do?
How should I do it?
Should I say something ,
or remain ever silent,
should I take the risk,
or let it lie,
should I admit to
the nightmeres,
even though I know what they mean?
Can I really go on,
living like this?
Ever lost,
ever questing after something
I may never know??
I can't sleep now,
but sleep won't hear that,
And I fall,
as always,
unsure and afraid,
into night time memmories,
that I never knew I had.

01/26/2002

Posted on 01/26/2002
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