I hate you,
I hope you know that,
you wrecked my plan!
I never wanted to fall in love,
least of all with you,
I hate the way you are perfect,
and beautiful,
and kind,
I hate that I can be vulnerable with you
that I can cry with you
tha you see past it all.
I hate that you know
somehow
when I need you
and you just show up,
I hate that I can seee the depths of my soul in your eyes,
I hate that your hug makes the world make sense.
I hate that you think of me
as something important,
I hate fearing that I may loose you,
I hate knowing you will someday walk away and leave me,
I hate the fact that for the first time ever,
I can say I am in love with someone
and that that someone is you,
I hate that you are like my best friend,
and that I am so scarred to tell you,
and that I know if I did,
I may be truly happy.
I hate you,
I hope you know that,
you ruined my plans,
I never wanted to fall in love,
and yet I have
and you caught me,
and I love you,
and I hope you know that.
-For Andrew

01/25/2002

Posted on 01/25/2002
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