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by Chris D Lavigne

So what is it you want from me
is it anything I could possibly accomplish
You've already given me everything I could possibly want
expectations way too high to possibly meet
enough doubt and lack of self-confidence to think of even attempting to try to meet these expectations which were never mine because they were never good enough
You gave me the ability to be so hard on myself
that I never learned how to accept a compliment because I felt I never deserved it
You taught me guilt so that I would believe that everything I did was wrong, everything I do is wrong, and that everything I ever do will be wrong
You left me talents and abilities for things I do not wish to pursue
while leaving me the lack of talents and abilities for that which I have passion to pursue
Forgive me...I apologize...for I forget
I can't use the word passion
because you left me with the lack of knowledge of what passion is/and should be
as well as love, hope, happiness, caring, tenderness, honesty, kindness, compassion, snd selflessness
You have given me so much
that I am surprised there is still one thing you have not
...a reason...
As to why I should continue along the path you lay out for me anyways

01/12/2002

Posted on 01/12/2002
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