how do i feel now? eh?
my heart ripped through my ears
pain replacing love
in one instant, with the word.
no one has come to save me
and all I have is my broken heart
to comfort me through this enduring wound.

food, drink, sleep;
all disappear as depression takes over
controlling, my life
in one instant, with the word.
no one has come, I am alone
once again, where I begun
stuck at the bottom of this hole
with no one to help me out.

so again, here I am
sitting at my PC
while people go on with their lives
and I hang on to this moment,
not because it's happy,
but because it is part of my life
and perhaps; if I stay here long enough
the pain will disappear
and you will come back to me.

01/10/2002

Posted on 01/10/2002
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