I never wanted
to give up on us,
to give in to others whims,
I loved you,
more deeply
than I ever thought I could,
I fell,
stumbled
rigth into you
and I never suspected
it would be you.
you,
so like my ideal
so like my best friend,
so like a painting of perfection
I fell,
and you caught me,
and fell for me.
God, I am dumb,
I let it slip away,
the best thing
that will ever happen to me,
I couldn't see
it was right there
right in front of my face,
but I can see
all too clearly now,
you know what they say,
hindsight is always
20-20
I love you,
and I am sorry,
I'm sorry I hurt you,
sorry I drove you away,
I'm sorry I let you get lost,
I thought I was growing up,
it was supposed to end then,
I never wanted it to.
I see it in your eyes
youstill love me,
but I know you are as stubborn as I am,
you won't ask,
nor will I,
for a second chance
we never wanted to give up in us,
but we did,
and now,
we'll never go back.

01/01/2002

Posted on 01/01/2002
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