Lies
All lies
Every "I love you"
Every kiss
Every longing glance
How could you play this out?
And do it so well?
Saying you cared for me
Loved me
It's all bullshit
All fucken bullshit
Tearing me apart
Piece by piece
Little by little
Don't you feel any shame?
Any guilt whatsoever?
All I did was love you
Care for you
Be there for you
But you trampled all over my heart
Leaving the scattered pieces in your wake
Now as the tears flow from my eyes
The future we planned to the "T"
Is forgotten
Gone from sight
I can't imagine my life
Without you to share it with me
The fairy tale wedding
The fabulous marriage
Everything I wouldn't care for
Unless it was with you
How am I supposed to live without you?
How would I survive?
Without your smile
Your loving hand in mine
Never again will I feel as safe
And protected as I do in your arms
How could we let this happen?
How could we lose...............
Wait, this isn't a "we" that caused all this
It was a "you" that did
You betrayed me
You cheated on me
You lied to me
Thanks to you, the one I LOVE
I've lost
The one who is my everything
My best friend
My lover
My brother
My father
My soul mate
My everything
I love you
And I thought you loved me
But I was wrong
So fucken wrong
My everything
Has been lost
Forever

10/17/2000

Author's Note: the first guy i ever loved and i broke up 3 different times during the course of our relationship....this is about the first time when he cheated on me

Posted on 12/29/2001
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