Why do I feel this jealousy?
Not being your girl
But still your friend
Is so totally different
I long, so bad, to hold your hand
Or throw my arms around you
Whenever I see you
And even just to give you a little peck on the cheek
I know I can't get away with it
Cuz someway or another
It will get back to her
Your new girl
The one you talk to more often on the phone than me
The one you constantly talk about
I can't stand it
Why did I let you go?
Why did I end our bliss so soon?
I regret having done it
I wish I didn't
It hasn't struck me until now how much I miss you
Even though we are still close friends
That little extra isn't there
How can I overcome this?
How can I get over this?
Please, I beg you, help me to get over you
Cuz I thought I was
But I guess I wasn't

12/08/1999

Author's Note: written my freshman year of high school, after mine and eric's first break up and realizing how jealous i was of christine

Posted on 12/28/2001
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