Where did you come from?
How did you cause this?
Why are you so manipulative?
You know, all of this is your fault

Is wrecking a beautiful friendship
what you wanted?
Is cutting our friend off from us
part of your plan?
I never accepted this
From the beginning on
So instead of letting me be
You rubbed it in my face

You say I caused it all
Our lives were fine until you showed up
Need my permission?
You do not
I will not have this weight
Put on my shoulders
Be the reason
Be put in the middle
You can figure it out on your own
You cold-hearted bitch

You tried to fuck up our friendship
All you wanted was him
You wanted nothing to do with us
You think you know the pain I have felt
But you do not
I almost lost my best friend because of you
Blaming it on me
God, I hate you

Turning around the whole situation
I am now shit in his eyes compared to you
You manipulated him into thinking
I caused it all
That it is all my fault
I have been the scapegoat for far too long
Trying to aimlessly make me feel guilty
Trying to aimlessly make me feel sorry
For your mistakes
Not anymore, bitch, not anymore

Contradicting everything I say
Turning all my words around
Analyzing every sentence
You want me in your life?
Fuck it bitch
You ruined it yourself
Telling me I am not a true friend
I am more true, more real, than you will ever be

12/28/2001

Posted on 12/28/2001
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