To feel the blade ripping through my skin exposing my inner core constant and around and around and bleeding me dry from within my pulsating heart to rid myself of all of this pain and grief and terror that i feel inside my eyes are burning and welling with the tears that i shed yesterday when i fell down and broke my heart into a billion pieces of broken glass i walk upon ripping my feet that are weather worn and full of holes ripping through my skin with the shining light from the sun above me and the birds flying so free and carelessly i jumped from the towers above and prayed to the gods they would have me float like a feather down to the abyssmal oceanic wonders of the world.

The demons crawling from beyond the abyss stare with their glowing red intense embers burning into the orifice staring out of entirely too many people screaming from beyond the dark blackness within their hearts and their mindful of what they say and what they think and what they do in front of others and around others and in front of the crowd where they preach their sermons of evil to the crowds that cheer and jeer and throw their confetti of flesh and bone to feed the rats scurrying below their feet standing on the cobblestones cold from the freezing rain that pours down upon my shoulders to wash the unpleasantness from the hells above to the heavens below me spinning around this vortex they created for myself.

Mastication of the insides where the intestines loop about his throat hanging him from the inside out to expose the evil within his cored maniacal ways dismissed upon the peers of his elders laying down the laws of their own existential violations inside my own soulless wandering down the street poking fun at the lights across the wayward paths that i crossed time and time again i fall into the waters that boil my blood to the surface of my tongue licking wounds from the past my own intentions.

11/08/2001

Posted on 11/08/2001
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