I am everything I wanted to be
but satisfied,
eagerly plugging my voids
with every great ideal
and sucking on the fingers
of beneficial boys and girls.
I am desperate
to say the least,
always frightened of losing
that which I have not.
And to have not is to want so
because I haven't got you
and I want to take you (away).
You have tamed me,
made me into your beautiful girl,
but still so desperatly aching
for the properly shaped peg
to fill this you shaped void.
And still so damned unsatisfied.

11/04/2001

Posted on 11/04/2001
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