Will I ever have that chance again with him?
The chance to make myself look a little more appealing than I actually am...
To make him WANT to hold my hand and feel the warmth and closeness of my fingers intertwined with his...
To make him WANT to put his arm around me as we walked...
To make him WANT to pull me close in a warm hug...
To make him WANT to slowly lower his lips to mine and pause there for a brief second...our lips inches away from each other and feeling my breath so close to him...mixing with his before his lips would touch mine and set a fire in his heart and soul just like it does for me...
Oh what I would give for him to experience the same feelings for me that I experience for him...
'Do you know how wonderfully amazing these feelings are?
Just imagine feeling warm all over, but still feeling chills at the thought of our touch...
Imagine loosing all train of thought, but still realizing and experiencing these overwhelming feelings...
Imagine trying to make sense of and describe these feelings but no words could possibly be that wonderful and perfect to describe them...
Imagine shutting the entire world out and feeling as if you and I were the only two in existance...
Imagine the world making perfect sense, but at the same time being the most confusing thing you have ever experienced...
Just take a moment to imagine the whirlwind of emotions you would experience...the incredible urge to bust out laughing and start dancing around the room, also the urge to start crying because you are so confused as to what the other person is feeling...
Imagine feeling so free...yet so trapped...not knowing what comes next and not wanting to...'
Oh what I would give for him to experience these feelings as I do...
I know you are the only one who will ever be able to make me feel this way
And in a way...I hate knowing that.
I would like to believe that if you told me tomorrow that you do not love me or could NEVER love me that I would be able to just walk away and find soemone else...but I know I could never do that
I could never walk away from how I feel at this moment...with you in my life

02/11/2001

Posted on 10/20/2001
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