No more
No more games
No more crying over you
No more being manipulated by you
You fucking bastard!
You are just like the others!
You know just how to manipulate me to your fullest advantage!
You knew I loved you enough to do anything for you!
So why is it HER that you always talk about?
What the hell does she have that I don't?
Is it becasue she is thinner?
Or is it because she is a whore?
Damn it! I am not like that!
And see where it gets me...walked all over...
Being the "nice girl" who would do anything for you just didn't seem to work
Well fuck you and fuck being nice!
You won't manipulate me anymore!
I did love you...
I now hate you...
I hate you for being the inconsiderate bastard you are...
I hate you for not even acknowledging my existance
I hate you for only acknowledging her
I hate being near you
I hate smelling that same scent that used to make me weak in the knees
I hate listening to the same voice I used to love
I hate the way you look at me as if you almost expect me to still love you
I won't fall all over you anymore
It's your fault...not mine!
You ruined it!
Not me!
My last words to you...I want you out of my life!
You leave nothing but badmemories and a broken heart!
So screw you!
Go manipulate someone else...
Because I am throught with you!

10/12/2000

Posted on 10/20/2001
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