I want to hate you
Don't want to miss you
But I do
Hate to feel alone
Want my heart back
Dead and so alone
I can't take this anymore
   You used to love me
   But still tore me down
   You said you care
   Even as you tore me down
Damn the blue of your eyes
And the smile I miss so much
Curse the love I loved
Dying without warmth
Of your body beside me
A flower without light
You were my sunshine
Now there's any eclipse
   You used to love me
   And you tore me down
   Swear that you care
   As you rip & tear me down
Damn you sunshine
You've burnt me so many times
Bled through the sores
And filled up my vein
With pure spite for you
Poisoned my heart
To be numb from now
But I still feel
   You once loved me
   Now you've torn me down
   Thought you cared
   But you tore me down
HATE! FOR SUNSHINE
Only cold, rain overcast
The days from now on
Curse you sunshine
Until I forget the warmth
That I loved so

10/18/2001

Posted on 10/18/2001
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