The rain beats down on my face
Lost myself in the thoughts
Come to realize I'm in the shower
I've been lost so long the water is ice cold
Pollution of my mind
Strips my life away day by day

It gets harder to be, everyday
Keep getting lost in thoughts
My days are over before I've done a thing
Come out of the haze
And see the truck's lights
I debate whether or not to swerve
Decided I don't want to ruin his life too

Picture the blade running through my skin
Locked inside the bathroom
In my thoughts I can hear my mother screaming
All I've done was for not

What I thought was, isn't
Who I knew would, now doesn't
All the pieces are unglued
Floating around in a pool of my blood

Wake up from the sweat
Beading up and pouring down my face
Somewhere in the darkness, is light
But I will never see it
Until I open my eyes
And I wont, cause I'm scared I'll cry

10/14/2001

Posted on 10/14/2001
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