Why do you not love me
When you know that I love you
You can't pretend that you don't know anymore
Because I came out and told you this time
It wasn't someone elses information
It came from my own heart
I have loved you for some time now
But before you could pretend that you didn't know
Now I want you to acknowledge it
Do something to let me know how you feel damnit
You flirt with me...more now than ever...If you think that is going to chase me away...or make me love you less...you are wrong
In fact it makes me love you more...it makes me think that you could actually possibly in the tiniest way love me in return
But can you Gene? Can you love me like I love you?
It is so hard for me to believe that anyone can love me...especailly someone like you...
But Gene...if you don't love me...please don't tease me...
Don't make me think that you do
If you do...I will find out too late
Years from now when you are married to someone else...I will run into you somewhere...and you will then confess your feelings towards me...I know it will happen that way
It is just my luck
Unfortunately Gene...I need you now
I need you to want me as much as I want you...
But like I said...you don't...Or do you?
Why can't you just say the words?
Whatever words they may be...
"I hate you Mel..."
"Mel...I just want to be friends..."
"Mel...quit BK and I will be with you..."
Because you know damn well I would
"Mel I love you...but you are too young"
"Mel I love you"
Plain and simple..."I love you"

11/14/2000

Posted on 10/10/2001
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