Go away!
Get out of my mind
All I can think about is YOU!
Why only YOU? I don't want you in my head anymore!
I have someone else now and I love him...more than anything else...except YOU!
Why do I still love YOU?!
The more I try to forget about you, the more I want you in my life
Every single time I walk into work and you are there, my heart stops for a brief moment and this mixture of strange overwhelming feelings wash over me
Feelings that don't work well together
Feelings that are not supposed to work well together
There is happiness, despair, love, lust, sadness, anger, and nausea
Happiness because I get to see you
Despair because I know you will never be mine
Love--How can I not love you?
Lust--the hardest feeling for me to control
Sadness--you are too far out of my reach
Anger--because you either do not realize or do not care about what you are doing to me
How you can be so blind or so insensitive I do not understand
Nausea because seeing you ties my stomach up in knots and makes me too weak to stand
I don't think I could handle working with you anymore
It is far too painful to bear
You are my manager...you are my friend, but I want more
I want to be able to put my arms around you and hold you close...never to let go
I want to feel your sweet soft lips pressed gently on mine
I want to be with you in that special way
I love you and I will never stop loving you
But I think it would be best if I was away from you for awhile, which is why I am giving you this...My Two Weeks Notice
I am making it end, just as abruptly as it started
I fell for you too hard and too fast
I feel for you too much
It will be over soon
I will be getting away from it all
I will be losing my job
But worst of all...
I will be losing YOU!
I love you...forever and always
Good-bye Gene...good-bye

08/15/2000

Posted on 10/10/2001
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