Shaun...unexplainable...understandable...can't accept...can't change...you woke me up...you made
me see...visions of us flashing through my brain...I see us together...together we remain.
Whirlwind of emotion..everything a game...how much I care about you...but do you feel the
same? Why do I bother? Writing these damn poems makes me more upset...so sweet...blue...the
color of your car...how I feel...it seems the more I care for people...the more they look at me and
laugh...don't be this way...don't be like the others. Many say you're different...have different
preferences...I say no...you just can't be...but who am I to say? Who are they? It's all up to you
dear Shaun...you ARE different...you admitted to me...how funny...we both are different. "I don't
want the world to see me, cause I don't think that they'd understand." You understand...don't
you? I understand you so much...it's really scary. I have never understood anyone this
much...ever...we have some kind of crazy emotional connection. Do you feel it? Do you know
it's there? I feel like I've known you all my life...maybe I have...and I have just come to that
realization now...How stupid I was...but now I know...Now I know I love you.

10/06/2001

Posted on 10/06/2001
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