Dear Gene...
You haven’t even left yet...but I miss you already
In my mind you are already gone...a lost cause in my heart
Why must you leave? I can see what is going to happen now...
You will meet someone...someone beautiful and sweet and deserving of your love and affection...
And I will be left...still standing...alone in the darkness...
You can not even imagine how strong my feelings are for you...
For if you knew...if you felt what I feel then you would not want ANYONE to have to go through
what you are
putting me through.
You would not want ANYONE to suffer countless nights like I am suffering.
If only I knew how you felt...If only I wasn’t deathly afraid to tell you how I feel.
At least if I knew...I could be at peace...
If you think I am a freak...I just need to know...If you think I am cool...I just need to know...If
you could possibly
love me...I just need to know.
How can I survive these next two weeks without you by my side...?
Without your scent..a scent that makes my knees feel like jelly...
Without your smile...a smile that melts my heart like butter...
Without your voice...a voice that sends shivers down my spine and makes me wish you’d never
stop talking
I love you Gene...but I can not tell you...I can NEVER tell you
I love everything about you...every aspect of your wonderful self...if only I wasn’t so afraid to let
my feelings
out...If only I wasn’t afraid...if only....

10/06/2001

Posted on 10/06/2001
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