Pain...a twisting, numbing pain...I'm hurting...dying inside... don't know who to turn to...No one
would understand..."Get over him" they would say...Don't they know I've tried that...I've tried to
hate him...I really did...I told myself over and over again...I have to hate him...but I can't...I just
can't...There is a part of me that won't let go...Oh, how I wish it would...How I wish there was no
such thing as love...Is that what it is?... Love? No, it can't be love...It's supposed to be hate...It
has to be hate...What is it about me?...Why am I unable to hate?

10/06/2001

Posted on 10/06/2001
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