Apology (for being me)--(to K.E. & C.K.)
by Melanie A BennettI wonder what you're thinking now
Is it the same as me?
You're wishing you could go back and change
Everything in the past three weeks?
I wish we could go back to that day
That day Kathy came back from France
Oh god I'll give you my soul if you let me
Have another chance
I really wish I hadn't
Written that horrible awful letter
I tried to tell you how I felt
Now you both hate me forever
Hate from a friend is something
I hope never happens to you
Cause I know how horrible it feels
I know what I'm going through
You'll probably never see this poem
I hope you someday do
Maybe the day I die
I'll have it sent to you
Then you will see how sorry I was
For everything I did or said
You will know bout the guilt I felt
As I laid and cried upon my bed
**In my mind you will always be my friends**
10/06/2001